Rant.

So this is just going to be one of those long rants about things in my life that you don't really care about.

boys- oh man. don't me started. there are a lot of people in my mind at the moment, and tbh all of them are (N). I don't know what to do, I keep getting myself in these messes and i can't get myself out. I'm in a mess at the moment emotionally, cause there's this guy.
okay?
there's this guy. who i like, and only recently started liking. But there's all this worry about age and timing and work and school and parents and everything. ouch.
Plus they're kinda going away for two weeks so it's obvious they won't like me when they get back, lol.
one night stands. why do guys obsess over this? why? no girl wants to have sex with you one time then never talk to you again, cause when a girl has sex, science has proven that the girl instantly finds feeling for this boy.
So yeah. I've got myself into this predicament where i don't know where I stand between relationship and one night stand, because he 'likes' me.

school- i'm so fucked at school. I've already got a C in both my maths mocks, and i doubt i'm doing any better in any of my other subjects, fml. My teachers are beginning to do that irritating i'm-so-dissapointed-in-you-you-coulda-done-so-much-better look, and it kinda makes you wanna cry. Every day i feel like i'm letting my family, teachers, friends, and the rest of my life down when i stand, tuck my chair in and leave that main hall. And do you know what? I don't see how people say 'i dont care about my exams; they're just mocks'
Exams are like hell for me.

there's not a lot else to say really, people. well, person reading this.
And i know what's coming;
whore, slag, slut,

you know the drill.

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