start over?

hey so i decided, i've been taking this way too seriously. so let's start over, yeah? Hi, i'm emily. I like taking the more causual road down life cause tbh, it's easier than trying to please everyone. I can be very loud, or some people would say, but i'm no where near as loud as some of my friends, lol. I have load of friends, so don't ever try and say that i'm your best friend, unless i say it first, because i hate putting different friends first, cause then you're labelled 'best friends' forever. there's no escape. That then leads to people you've never spoken to coming up to you and saying 'oh no, you've had an argument with your best friend!' and i'm like.. 'well i don't know you.. don't tell me what to do?' If you get to know me i'm loud and obscene and i complain a lot about girls, because as we all know, they are the most bitchy, harsh, cruel gender. Most of my friends are boys because i find i get on with them better, i'm not a slag. I'm fifteen, that wonderful age where everything sucks and you get slandered if you sleep with a boy, don't sleep with a boy, get good grades, get bad grades. Basically, don't do anything and you can't go wrong.

Yes, my blogs will be mostly about personal things, rather than art or literature or poetry, which are my main passions. Because i don't need to tell you all that stuff until you're my friend, okay? But don't worry, i'm not a bitch. I just don't like spilling my guts to people just yet. I just enjoy ranting, and i'm sure some, if not most, of you will understand what i'm rambling on about when i talk about hormones, boys, girls, friends, parents, school, all that sorta thing.

So yeah, get to know me! i'm nice, i swear. if i'm not it's because i'm in a bad mood about something petty. My friends are amazing, by the way, and i'd never ditch them for anyone. I have main friends who hate eachother, and through the past year i've never hated either side because i'm not that mean. I love people such as:
Charlotte: she's pretty cool, and knows me inside and out. (lol, not in a dirty way.) She knows me so well if i pull a face she can tell what's happened to me throughout the day without me saying a word. She likes getting drunk with me where we tell our life stories and make things even worse for ourselves. it's pretty immense.
Cat: well she's my sister. i love her. she's immense tbh. We share so many giggles and private jokes i start to scare myself. her blog is www.ch4nn.blogspot.com <--- follow her! she's amazing at writing blogs and an inspiration.
james/dom: these two are the funniest guys i know, and they cheer me up immensley when i'm sad. i love them to pieces : )
dean: this is an odd mention, but i love this guy. I've known him for 3/4 years and we've never had an argument. this guy means a lot to me cause he always listens and helps me no matter what. He's an amazing artist and D'n'B artist, like amazing.

wow. this is a pretty long blog. But i hope it's changed your opinion of me and shown i'm not a massive emo who writes about her deepest thoughts, and maybe change your opinion of not following me... to following me.

So yeah.. enjoy my blogs and come chat! i love new friends :)
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